My computer at work has become ridiculously slow and that's why i haven't blogged. I want to chunk it out the window. Its speed is much like dial up. It's frustrating.
Mothers Day was freakin' awesome. My family came down and spent the whole weekend with us. In our tiny house, all crammed in, and we loved every minute of it. I am still trying to catch up on laundry. We went through 12 rolls of toilet paper in 2 days. How do the Duggars do it?
I have gained every pound back I lost. I put in my resignation at work, took it back, and put it in again. I can't believe my boss hasn't just fired me. All of this makes me eat.
Cody quit dipping over a week ago. It is safe to say I was not happy about this until a few days ago. I just thought he was laid back and easy going. The first week was tough for ALL OF US!
I have decided to quit my job and stay home next year with Luke. Jake will be starting Kindergarten. I have also decided that if a job comes open closer to home, I will take it. So, will I stay home next year or not? Who knows. This also causes me to eat! Oreos at bed submerged in milk for at least two minutes is the only thing that comforts me.
If you feel like this is the most random post, it is. This is exactly how I feel. So confused. I make up my mind one week that I am staying home no matter what and then BAM something hits me and I question it. I have been praying and I know my friends have been praying for me too. But he's not answering me quick enough! Ha! The lady who teaches next to me, who I love, reminded me of a verse that I have tried to find comfort in. (besides Oreos) "Be still and know that I am God." It's very hard for me to sit and be still!
I can relate. With every job I've had, I went back and forth and back and forth on whether to make the move or not. And even when I was working downtown, it took me 3 YEARS to finally decide to sign up for an alternative teaching certification program. Then after teaching for 2 years and Jase was 2 and Ally was less than 1 and Shawn was traveling, I realized that it was just wasn't for our family right now. Teaching is HARD work!! Especially if you want to give it your all, but still have a family and little ones at home. At least that was the boat I was in. I think if I would have got started before I had kids then maybe things would have turned out a little different. But no complaining here...just finishing up 2 years of staying at home and I love it. I will be in prayer for you, as I know it is not easy. And I am with you on the Oreos!!!
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good modus!
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